Showing posts with label Motivation or the Lack Thereof. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Motivation or the Lack Thereof. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Page

What suicide is this, to set the pen down,
to walk away from the page at all.

What hubris to think that in escaping,
the page would not follow,
dog your steps, and infect your mind.

Your empty page grows, mortal,
vacant and white,
pursuing you like the tomb you thought to escape.

Numb and smiling,
you have given in to bland busyness

while you tried, vainly,
to hold the past at bay,
the present in limbo.

What do you fear what Do you fear

A critic has been born in you
who cuts at your page with scissors
like a child run amok,

Your mind in fragments across time.

Her power grows while you thought to ignore her.
She has had her say and thinks she can win.

And yet, patient page has waited after all.
She has not accused you as you had thought.

But wise and implacable, has waited
For you to do that, entirely, yourself.


©2015 Donna Jo Wallace.
Note: Shared with Poets United / Poetry Pantry

Monday, October 19, 2015

Soon

I could have
brought my music to your room
when I came to help with chores each week.

I would bring my fiddle soon
I thought
after I’d learned some more.

I would have brought my music
to the hospital
but it seemed awkward to jar the silence
with such joy.

Anyway, you would be home soon.

I should have dared to be heard
to know your delighted eyes
just to see that I tried.

Small comfort to improve now.
Now I look up from my song and think
hey Mom, listen to this,

and for a while I imagine
that somehow you can.

©2015 Donna Jo Wallace.